Friday, October 06, 2006
this is a special msg to a very special friend of mine,who has been my rock,being there when i was lost n all alone,who helped me to be what i am,today.
life is not picturesque.it has its shares of ups n downs,smiles n frowns.the tough times never last long,like with each night comes the advent of a bright new day.in the same way our hardships soon pass by with the love n support of near n dear ones.its their love n concern that encourages us to move on overcoming our short commings.in my journey of life i have a friend who plays a pivotal part in my learning n healing process.i say "hav" bcoz for me,he still is my friend, philosopher n guide,who gave me a new lease of life..but, for him, unfortunately im ceasing to exist.for me our friendship will never have to face the curse of oblivion but my dedication n love will keep the fire in our friendship burning throughtout my life.the experience of knowing him has been an enlightning one 4 me n im goin to cheerish it till etenity.
when we first met, i never really knew how much ud come to mean to me in just a matter of months but den u did,n thats wats soo charming abt u.in u i found an ocean,i found strength to move on from u,lesson to live life n lots of peace n solace in u.thats y i call u an ocean,who only gives n does so without reluctance or xpecting anything in return.but u knw wat?somewhere down the months ive found the magic of our beautiful relationship wearing off.mayb soon there will b a time when i ll remain all but a memory to u.but i want my existance in ur life even as a memory to b a happy one n thats all i ask.i knw having u in my life has been an xperience i ll cheerish throughout ny life,bcoz it not only gave me pleasure but taught me loads. all i want to do is to thank u for all the gr8 moments u have given me to cheerish making my knwing u all the more special.THANKX a lot!!!u may think u n me have nothing between us n for me to forget u wont be a difficult task.but u r wrong,dreadfully wrong.does one forget sum1 who has taught one to survive in the rat race of dis world.no matter how bad n cruel i am,i knw 4 sure im nt ingrateful.wat u hav done for me,no one has done for me.so anytime u need me,u ll never find me backing off.we may loose our frienship in course of time but the fact remains somewhere ive loved u,n loved u alot,as a friend as someone who gave me a new life.im really sorry for all the times i have troubled u n hurt u but i never intended to.i knw u dnt think im capable of feeling the things u feel for me but im n have n have nothing more to offer.you think im no1 to u but sumwhere i always thought i was.silly of me but i thought so n now im disillusioned n it hurts soo much n i dont even knw why?why cant i stop feeling hurt?i dont think i can write anymore just that i want u to be happy forever,happy n smiling with not a shadow of sorrow or unhappiness to cloud ur horizon.a person like u deserves all the good things n thats what i ll always wish for u-health,happiness n prosperity.