Tuesday, January 02, 2007


New Semester Begins!


Today new semester started...i was feeling very apprehensive and a bit nervous about the new professors we are going to have for this semester...we wont have the familiar faces SC mam and SDG...instead we have SCD,IC,PB,RC and Debashree di,I am petrified about IC our head of the department....seeing her my inside gets all icy...shiver !shiver! ....don't know why but i am really scared of her but i think i am going to enjoy her classes for i found her classes immensely interesting....lets hope for the best.

I have been dreading today for quite sometime now...what with the recent happenings in my life and specially after the betrayal of a certain someone but contradictory i found that the day was relatively good....so many facts came clear...its really sad to think i missed out on few obvious clues and choose to believe what was presented before me...had i applied a bit logic or had the foresight to analyse before believing then i would have saved myself from being heartbroken...but anyways we all learn from our mistakes..and had i not made these mistakes and gotten hurt i wouldn't even have known who are friends and who are foes...

On a brighter note....i find myself at peace...i have found an amazing friend in a fellow blogger called Cindy...i have kind of gotten addicted to mailing her and reading her blogs...it really feels great to know about her...her farm,her husband..her grand kids and the wonderful human being that she is....mailing her and knowing her i have restored my belief that indeed there are yet some people on earth who are genuine and uncomplicated....we may be continents apart...we may have different cultures,traditions,languages...yet we are bonded...with the same thread called love...a love for another human being...the feeling of hurt when we know the other person is going through hell and the happiness knowing that the person you call your 'friend' is happy and cheerful....i am sure glad to know such a beautiful soul like her....

Back to more graver issues......i know i have to slog this semester because i wont have anyone helping me out ...so i think i ll start early xeroxing and start studying....the only confusion remains,what ED should i take???Ive been thinking i ll be taking up french as a certificate course but really don't know what will happen?tomorrow i will submit the form and wait for the results and hope that i get through,i don't know how i will manage time...what with college till 4pm then teaching bhavesh 5 days a week and giving time to samik....and then french classes...it all seems colossal.....somewhere i think i am exerting myself but then again i am happy at least i ll be occupied and wouldn't have time to feel depressed or lonely or even get engaged in any kind of controversy....I've made up my mind...my new year resolution will be to live my life on my terms....cheers! :)

7 comments:

Cin said...

You are the amazing one, my friend!As always your words touch me. Enjoy your new semester and professors. This is an adventure.

Cindy

DeePDiveR said...

Thanks mate! Back to bloggin and commentin after a long time t

disillusioned said...

thnxxx for visiting mah blog and leavng comments....i luv ur template and though this too is mah 1st visit to ur blog...this particular posting of urs echoes the exact same confusion dat my mind is going thru rt now....new sem and dat wretched ed thng.....on a brighter note i hav just done dat french certificate course...infact mah exams round da corner and am not evn prepared.....but the thng is go 4 it...its pretty easy and manageable....dats mah unsolicited advice for ya.....cyaaaa

Raka said...

@cindy....
blush!blush!

Raka said...

@deepdiver
welcome to my blog...

Raka said...

@disillusioned...
thankx for
a)liking my blog
b)for the advised...its gonna help..:)

Dipyaman said...

The entire post is superb !! But somehow i cant really agree to the last line..
Don't live life just for urself Raka.Live life for others..Make others happy but definitely not at the cose of your tears..At the end of d day,u'll see that life is going good for u !!