Tuesday, February 27, 2007

blissful thinking

its wee hours in the morning 5.15am to be precise...and i am still awake..couldn't sleep actually so i thought i might as well do those pending work done....with the loose ends tied and my work updated...i let the latest events sink in..and savour the lightheaded feeling of being high, when one has had too much to drink....not i am not drunk,just happy....blissfully happy

last few weeks has been really terrible...emotionally exhausting....life became life a never ending monotonous cycle,waking up,studying,college,Italian class,giving tuition's,blogging,brief chat with samik,conferencing in yahoo with college mates till late hours and then again waking up early...samik too got caught up with studies and work,and we both became to busy to even communicate our feelings somehow it made both of us kind of used to each other..but last two days were extremely eventful..what with my sudden emotional outburst of "breaking up" due to exhaustion...and the distinct possibility of living separate lives...humbled us and in some ways has been a reality check..the instant i realised that i may never see samik again in live..i felt loneliness and unhappiness grip me in its cold vice...thankfully that crisis is now over...the Storm came and went away,only restoring life once again....rainbow peeked from the heavens above...a new day has come....

its been two days after the fight and both samik and i have matured and taken a positive approach towards life.life has taken a new lease of life...and it has been blissfully perfect....somehow times have been reverted to those in the past..where gentlest of touch,twinkle in the eye or a hint of a smile spoke volumes that words cannot express....a depth of understanding and wealth of love has enriched the dying embers and rekindled the flame that was threatened to be engulfed by oblivion's curse

4 comments:

disillusioned said...

hmmmm not in love yet...but extremely useful advice for da future i guess....:D....:P...:)
really chweeeett....

Raka said...

@sohini
blush blush

samik said...

u summed up d events in a realy nice way

Raka said...

@samik
mwah