Thursday, May 17, 2007

Serious Thinking

The last exams finished yesterday...and now i am officially in second year...it really feels like in a blink of an eye the whole year whooshed past...we were puny first years just months back and now we are seniors..... meeting this friend of mine...being best of pals...then the dawning of the truth...and then again a new beginning...a whole new friends and a lot of fun.....this past year has been truly eventful!!!

with the new year,now comes a time to prepare ourselves to decide....just about two years to go....its time i make decisions as to what i plan to do next in life...a masters or a job....my friends will be giving their GRE or TOEFL ...they are already chalking their 7 yr plans...in this summer hols i ll make up my mind..short list the courses and institutions i want to apply and start preparing myself for the tests....many may say there is no need for such slogging so much before..but then if you are in the group i am...time whizzes past...and soon i ll realize that there is no more time left...i now have to take responsibilities for whatever i decide to do next...admission test are never easy..and to compete with the best all over the county for masters level will be tough...all the days of fun..will be there and along with it will be my preparation ...with samik gone too..i ll get more time to focus...its better to focus on something constructive than lamenting over my grief....and seeing my friends doing their bit to get ready to face the world i have found the courage to actually take notice and do the needful for a better life ahead...

8 comments:

Sharad Mathur said...

congrats!!
how many years did it take... LOLS ..
joking!

shard

phoenix said...

@sharad
how many years for what?

`NEFTY said...

That's good, stay strong:]

Shruti said...

hey, thats nice that you are planning ahead..
But dont take so much burden and pressure..

Just enoy and kep looking for collages and prepare accordingly, just see in which you wanna go and than choose the collage.
Good luck and enjoy ur vacations too.
Take care..

Priyanka Sarkar said...

All the best my dear!!!!
for ur planning and (an almost) lovely career ahead!!!:D

Rajeev said...

Good luck wid ur future buddy! :)

peace & love
JeeVY

phoenix said...

@nefty
:D

@shruti
yeah mayb i just will..thankx

@priyanka di
thanks a ton!

@rajeev
:)

Cin said...

Be brave and also enjoy. Sometimes the things that terrify us most are the ones that end up being the best. Do take time to relax and enjoy your youth, also, no matter how driven you are. You have everything you need inside you to be successful in everything you do :)