Saturday, June 16, 2007

SAMIK


This post is about Samik...well my initial fear of leading a life apart from samik,when his job required him to leave Kolkata has been put to ease...finally after thinking over a lot of good offers that took him out of the city he has finally settled down for HSBC and he is gonna be in the city ...HURRAY!!!!

I cant express just how relived and happy i am....i still cant believe he ll be with me in the same city...past year i was worried sick that he would have to leave...but now...the feeling si just soo liberating...its not sure if his placement will be here though...after his initial training session here he may be placed elsewhere but who cares??next 6 months at least he is here...and i am keeping my fingers crossed for his stay here is a permanent one...

last few months all we both did was fight...on small or BIG issues...it seemed that 5 1/2 days in a week we fought...everything seemed to down hill...it seemed as though the rough patch would last forever but thankfully its not so [touch wood] basically since he has joined his job he is much more caring and affectionate and ahem i too have undergone a huge change....probably we both have realized what could have happened and what didn't..and we value the opportunity of being together that has been giving together...

yesterday a friend of mine was shooting for this small film of his and i was a part so i went over to the place where we were supposed to shoot,basically we got over at 4.30 and samik would get over at 6...so somehow he called me [he had sneaked his phone into his pocket while he was supposed to keep it in his locker and he spoke to me]hurriedly we made plans to meet up.I dont know why,but,I JUST HAD TO MEET HIM.i stayed back and killed time for about 2 hrs and then got drenched in the rain and boarded a massively crowded bus with people breathing down my neck but in the end i met him..and it was all worth it...its like the initial desperation to meet each other was back...and the love had us in its grip again...and it felt damn good just being together and holding hands.....

i just have to mention here that samik looked absolutely amazing in formals...shirt and trousers with his office tag...stunning is just appropriate...and for what was probably the first time i felt really proud to be with him...i couldn't just take my eyes off him..and the flutter in my heart was back :) moreover the fuzzy feeling within us make it all the more difficult for us to part when my bus finally came....all day today we were making excuses to talk and we did...we were on and off the phone and finally meeting him this evening was the ultimate bliss...the walk in the rain hand in hand and the look of over flowing happiness and love in his eyes, reflected in mine and now several hours after meeting each other the effect hasn't worn off...

probably this is love which its ups and downs...

7 comments:

Sunshine gal said...

Hmmmm....Raindrops and Fog...Dew drops on Rose Petals....the Night Sky...the Cool Breeze...the crescent shaped Moon...the Twinkling Stars....Still doesnt add up 2 dat feeling which u get when u see him,isn't it??After many many days, reading a post suddenly made me feel a lil lonesome....was silently and wistfully wishing His presence...

Rajeev said...

Im happy for u! :P
hehe!

peace & love
Jeevy

Smartalec said...

awwww that's love for you, people!!
lagey raho ;)
hehe a very very sweet post!

Sharad Mathur said...

love for u!! :)



sharad

KAYLEE said...

In happy for you too:)
Very nice post:-)

samik said...

A gr8 post witht doubt.That day was special 2 me 2.The first day in office followed by our meetin was mindblowin.It was different kind of togetherness that we shared.Thanx again 2 u..4 all d sacrifice dat u had 2 go thru.

KAYLEE said...

good!