Wednesday, August 08, 2007

Change

I have been plotting my escape in a very systematic and well researched manner...anxiously i am waiting for the one opportunity that will take me to the land of my dreams....away from family and dear ones...it wont be easy....but then nothing in life comes on a platter.....i know it will be excruciatingly painful but then one can do anything that one sets her mind to...and i have the will power to see through the plan....

It really amazed me the other day when i was walking home several hours earlier than i would usually....home really felt like home..safe haven...when i was a gawky teenager i used long to grow up...to come home whenever i like and do whatever my heart desired...life would be so colorful, friends, fun and undiluted laughter but then what i wasn't prepared then were the complications that life would hurl at me....last year when i was a fresher at college...i was blissfully happy...i would have had an heart attack to imagine a life without college and friends and now???well there are so many more things to worry....my GPA....courses that i will apply for my PG courses...the city i will relocate to....family responsibilities and my guy...gawd!!but in a way its always nice to buy my own thing...having a bank account...having people rely on me...my family and samik....soon things will change yet again....and i ll move on with life.....i find the changing world so fascinating....the only thing that is ever constant is change itself...and we are all a part of the phenomenon....

13 comments:

relations said...

hey..
nicely put together..
sometimes i wonder when we are happy then why on this planet things change.. and then we find happiness in change..
this is the way it happens,they say..
and it is something that should be changed.. but it does not..

ani said...

hang in there sweets...! nobody knows the way it's gonna be!

KAYLEE said...

NICELY PUT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

KAYLEE said...

and nice new template!

Astraeus said...

nice template.. coming back to blogging after a long time, me

i strongly echo ur sentimenst about change now u see how relevant was when i told u about transience

phoenix said...

@relations
you know what it is because we have unhappiness in life that we are able to identify the happiness

@ani
yeah!you are right!

@kalyee
thanks *HUGS*

@astraeus
well transient is a word thats more used in a negative sense..as if you want things to stay but it changes eventually irrespective of what you want....its more like giving into the changing world for something to happen better and worse...

yea u were right...a lesson well learn't...and that too sometime back..read prev posts for ref.. :)

Keshi said...

tnxx for stopping by Phoenix :)

**the only thing that is ever constant is change itself...

I agree...CHANGE is always gonna be ard...but our spirit shall not be affected.

Keshi.

phoenix said...

@keshi
:)i agree with you totaly!

AaaDee said...

change brings quality in life and good that u r getting these changes in ur life at right time:)

a very well written post :)

Freelance said...

Lovely blog with wonderful writing.
Keep up the gud wuk!

Cheers!

Rajeev said...

like I always say, changes are inevitable! :D
enjoy it! :P

peace & love
Jeevy

starry nights said...

Sumtimes we move on with life wen its needed.Nicely put up by u..our changin times n how we plan 2 cope up.All my wishes with you always...

Sam said...

ah!! the way certain things creep into everyone's life... stay calm that's all, i wud tell u!! and then you'll sail through... believe in the phoenix... always!!