Life has started to look a whole scary now.what with march already here,that leaves us just 9 months for entrance exam preparation. now just that i hardly finish the materials on the month when the next set puts up an appearance.phew! class internals and then extra study material and doing chores.life is a lot hectic. maybe lucky are those who spend time idling playing pranks and spending each idyllic afternoon amidst laughter and fun!no i am not envious! though i wouldn't mind relaxing for sometime, but then i have a higher aim to fulfill;fun, frolic and laughter can come later!
i will be applying for 18 departments in over 10 colleges/universities all over India in 2008-09 entrances.i have no clue as to what awaits me but the hope of achieving my dreams keeps makes even this struggle seem worth it. its the rush of adrenalin and drive to slog now for rich dividends that makes me even forget the other hardships that i face.it is all worth it.this college, these so called classmates and the animosity is all transient, one day when i walk out of JU none one these will remain, it will all become a part of memory which time will ruin and like a dream in no time it will fade into oblivion. the good times will just be the reminiscence of happier times and nothing but that!
the dream of studying what i want and doing what i love is my sole motivation now.everything else is trivial and inconsequential!in hope of that golden dawn i move ahead with my head held high as dreams adorn my eyes!