Monday, March 03, 2008

We humans are strange we do whatever we can to fulfill our needs, after all like Darwin had said, it is the struggle for survival and the fittest survives. i agree and accept the theory but then adopting fair or foul means to do so, to me seems extremely degrading, specially if it entails taking advantage of someone.

A wrong doing is wrong,and so is suffering the wrong doing.i have been used conveniently, even though i am no stalwart in academics just plain hardworking, in every possible way only to discard me later. since i was particularly fond of this one 'so called friend' each time i voluntarily let him use me to suit his purpose. but then something snapped within me, after months of being ignored, the day before exam the call comes to explain the contents of the next days exam, i did. despite being told weeks back of the upcoming exam no one bothered, classes as usual were not attended and instead of studying even at 12Th hour people choose to cheat, and when the question proved too tough and the cheating material insufficient then i became the soft target and i allowed such a practice.

It was only after the exam, i realized how this bloke used me.all year i am ignored and not even spoken to [not that i care anyway] but then minutes before the exam ambrosia flowed and i melted but realization soon came to the rescue and i put my foot down not to be involved in any such practices anymore. i did what i thought was right, i rebelled. i don't know what will be the repercussions that will now follow but then what are those friends for who use you in their time of need and otherwise hardly bother about your existence.its better to have less friends than have a crowd of so called friends who don't even deserve to be called a "friend".

5 comments:

Abhishek Khanna said...

a friend in need is a frnd indeed!
lolz
neways on a serious note.. keep away frm such mean ppl

Bubbles of FireWhiskey said...

aww raka... the important thing is that you learnt a very important lesson... and what doesnt kill you will only make you stronger...

mayz said...

ya dat hurts...n it leaves a scar...which dsnt get filled vy easily...but then u learn...n then u grow...

phoenix said...

@abhi
ive tried yaa...just happens tht im still fond of them :(

@fire
funny thats what my friend tells me too
"what doesnt kill you makes you stronger" :)

@mayz
the scar is deep seated...i get wounded each and everytime

Sunshine gal said...

Fiery indeed... :D