Tuesday, September 09, 2008

The process of separation has already begun. Nothing will defer it anymore. The heart is both happy and sad. Happy because it means, new shores beckons him to a better tomorrow. Sadness permeates when the realization dawn, that the countdown has begun; soon it will be time for him to leave. People say, it is normal, you will get used to it; but for those who live the reality know, just how distressing it is. Insecurities threaten to over power but better sensibilities prevail. Heart shatters into million pieces each time the topic comes up, the very existence is disturbed; yet smile never abandons my face, nor does optimism desert me. Tears threaten to spill, but do not. Mind is numb. How long? How long before I break down? Consequences will be disastrous. So tears and gloom will have to be masqueraded in smiles. Every passing moment have to be treasured and memorized. Life has to be lived, like there is no tomorrow. For tomorrow I may be alone, with memories for comfort. Let’s make the best of a these moments, before time runs out.

17 comments:

ANWESA said...

well,a real thotful post.*live like there is no tomorrow*-that's d psalm of life..

Vinz aka Vinu said...

~~Insecurities threaten to over power but better sensibilities prevail~~

well said raka..!!

:)

short but liked it..!!

Buzzz said...

oye fir se ? dont. u know wot i mean.....its too painful to endure and sustain!!!

Aqua gurl said...

hmm...very true....nicely written!!!

Raka said...

@ ANWESA
well said

@vinu
thanks

@buzz
phir se?what are you saying? :(

@aqua girl
:)

mayz said...

i agree wid anwesa
"live like there is no tmrw"...mk memories to last till d nxt time he comes...moments which will carry u thru

phoenix said...

@mayank
yup thats the intention :)

Aneesh said...

***People say, it is normal, you will get used to it;

They say 'coz they might have experienced it too :)

***Let’s make the best of a these moments, before time runs out.

That's what I liked :)
Come on!! Keep smiling :)

little boxes said...

hold on...distance is the strongest test u can put anything to...
i say this because i know :)

•♥•...๑۩۞۩๑♥V♥๑۩۞۩๑..•♥• said...

live like you were dying i like this idea.
well written miss.

Solitaire said...

Yes please do. Please live in the moment and enjoy these last few days..

I think you will identify with my latest post on Psychobabble. :)

CM-Chap said...

Huh very emotional & thoughtful post... I wish you dont break down.

I'm sure & I wish you come back from this very strong

Raka said...

@aneesh
:P

@ •♥•...๑۩۞۩๑♥V♥๑۩۞۩๑..•♥•
thank you

@little boxes
yeah i guess

@ Solitaire
yea sure we will look into you

@cm-chap
yes thank you

Keshi said...

Today is all I've got.

Lovely post!

Keshi.

phoenix said...

@keshi
thanks :)

Impressionist said...

I agree wit anwesa

-I

Ria said...

So true friend!!u jus said wht i wanted to say.