There is so much i want to write about. i type a few lines and then discard the post and then begin afresh each time it is the same thing. why does the fear of been looked through, stripped of my personal thoughts, emotions and beliefs makes me feel so vulnerable and defenseless? it is the shadow of being revealed that makes me apprehensive to be just me. what then makes me different than those who have mastered the art of masquerade? why does the hypocrisy, corruption, conceit then effects me? and how long do i thus withstand the onslaught of such tyranny?
Letting people effect you is a sin; caring for others forbidden, using people as stepping stone to move ahead the mantra and money, social recognition and fame the only attributes to a successful life! this is how most in today's world function, sadly this is true where even parents are looked at as commodities and morals?well they donot exist! where has the innocence gone? where are the people of warmth and values? where does this take us? do we really qualify as humans or are just reduced to machines: which feels not reacts. what use is such a life then?