Sunday, May 24, 2009

I wish i could just lie in a corner
waiting for death to come to me.
I wish i could cry my eyes out
and yell till the pain in me subsides.
I wish i could question god
"why me?"
I wish i could write my own destiny
and paint a pretty picture.
I wish i could just wake up one morning
to feel nothing anymore
I wish someday my memory fails me
and i dont remember any thing anymore.
I wish... how i wish...

25 comments:

ANWESA said...

wishes....we run after them but they manage to give us a slip..
i wish i could lessen your pain..how i wish...

ANWESA said...

me 1st n 2nd too...after a real long tym...

Arv said...

been there at times.. hope it passes soon :)

take care da...

Dhanya said...

Awww.. a very happy post previously. And a very sad one this time around. Life is a rollercoaster, no ? :(

Mayz said...

anythin wud include me...u wanna frgt me too :(

waise y this post...given d recent developments i think v shud have some really happy posts from ya

AD said...

hugssssssssssss!!!
hey no down down...
up up :)

Aw.S.M said...

I dunno about everything else but u sure can write your own destiny. Isnt that what u are doing right now? Now smile :)...come on...smile!!

sawan said...

i wish ur smile never leave ya, even for a random thought.

NE~ISM said...

Raka, GET OUT OF MY HEAD!! lol

This is my lifes SONG as of right now. It was as if you picked out the words and perfectly put them together and formed a post!

Wonderful Writingssssssss...

Ne

Jinxed Pixie said...

is that how ms. soon-to-be-a-great-journalist is feeling right now?

Amal Bose said...

sad one... but wonderfully conveyed.
i also wish to for the power to paint my own life, but reality doesnt always support you, does it?
nice post..
have a good week n always keep smiling :-)

Ki said...

Aww sweetheart, after such a celebration why such a morose poem? You ARE shaping your own path and you should be PROUD! Now cheer up! :)

*hugggg*

Pallav said...

i never like the sad part..though we need to accept the fact of life...

Pallav

Ria said...

wht hpnd babe!? I thought tht u were happy, werent u??

Cяystal said...

After sucha big celebration, why do you WISH for all that?
Be happy, and write positive, feel positive.
*huuuug!*

Aditi..............:) said...

I know the feeling sweetie....dont worry you will back to your chirpy self again!! :)

Hugs!!

Aditi..............:) said...

I know the feeling sweetie....dont worry you will back to your chirpy self again!! :)

Hugs!!

Aditi..............:) said...
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Aditi..............:) said...

I know the feeling sweetie....dont worry you will back to your chirpy self again!! :)

Hugs!!

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Chriz said...

keep wishing

in the mean time.. best wishes for blr journey

muthu said...

hope u get what u want...

an interesting though.... :)

Tara said...

First of all, CONGRATULATIONS! May God bless you and may you achieve all your dreams and live like you want to. :) Secondly, why such sad lines? If just a standalone piece, then I must say, a good job there and I really hope it's not a first person account. Take care girl, love you. :) God Bless. :)

joiedevivre said...

simple somethings ..

BrownPhantom said...

I liked the way this poem conveys the anguish within..Nice writing.
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