Saturday, October 03, 2009

Homeless

I came today from a trip back home. and its not a great feeling. what makes it worse is i couldn't just fit in back at home, i was sulking i wanted to get back, i was missing my roomies, my life here. and i had left at a time i had settled in but now that i went back everything got unsettled again. the life that i had to willingly detached myself from, was the same life i could never get back to when i was home. and when i was begining to just settled down i had to come back. and now when i am here i long for all that i wont get... why is it that grass is greener on the other side?

Its like i cant fit in back home anymore and neither do i belong here. its the worse feeling of the lot. i know within a few days i may settled back in here but this feeling is there to stay. how can life transform itself so fast? where do i belong now? is what i keep wondering.....

Sorry im in an exteremely bad mood now... hopefully will bounce back... :)

This is a teary phoenix signing off...

P.S-next post on my first flight journey... more on that later..

9 comments:

ANWESA said...

Being in such a situation is alien to me but then,yes..there is a change for certain.Can we call this "growing up" ? or a plain change....I really don't know.

Hope you feel better soon...

Yellow Tulip said...

take care dear..:)..

Dhanya said...

Awww sweety! Come here... *Hugz*... I know it's hard for you... but it will all get better soon once u get used to the whole thing... will take time but it will surely happen... love u... :*

Luscious Sealed Lips said...

It is just too many emotions coming together and getting mixed. You will come over it soon.

Hope to read your typical chirpy posts soon. :)

Kisses.

Amrita~Ams said...

oye...tc..
:)
luv
ams

Ria said...

aww....hugs!dont worry sweets u will be fine. :)

MultiMenon said...

Well..there is a saying in malayalam which translates to- the grass is greener on the other side..and now when u have reached the OTHER SIDE , u feel ur in btw the devil and the deep blue sea.. :))

Take care sweetie..and keep some balance on that bloody fone of urs.. :(

Love,
Nikhil

WarmSunshine said...

awww... i can almost understand cz im in a similar situation... different scenario though

i hope you feel better very soon :)

Pranav Kumar V said...

The grass is ALWAYS greener on the other side... or so we fool ourselves unless we really get busy with what we have!!

"They say its better to bury your sadness in a graveyard or garden that waits for the spring to wake from its sleep and burst into green."

Just a random quote... have fun... get into the groove asap...

take care, see you when I see you... :D