Friday, June 08, 2012

I miss you a little

Has it ever happened to you, that you give your everything for a relationship or even a friendship and then you realize at a point how useless it all was? I know expectation is a bitch.. and you should never expect if you choose to be there for someone. I beg to differ, if you are a stranger to me, I will not expect anything from you. But if you are someone I consider close I will have basic exception from you, such as I will expect you to be polite and keep up the correspondence in an amicable manner.

Of late, I have lost almost every one of the handful of close friend I had. I have felt disconnected and let down by how they have been. While I donot judge them for their reasons for the fall out I do feel a sense of sadness at the void they have left behind... I do understand that there will be a time when you can cease to be close friends, or lovers but what happens to the friendship that was the foundation of the relationship? What happens to all those beautiful memories you both have made together? How can you walk away without a goodbye? How can you not try to make up? How can you give up on a friend who used to mean something to you? Its unpardonable if you ask me. While you cant do anything about it, you surely can cut these people out and try to move on and not hurt endlessly. Its better to have one true friend than to have tons of people you consider as friends, but who walk away the moment you need them the most. Heartache like these should be avoided at any cost. No one deserves your precious tears, because the one who loves you will never want to make you cry.

I am hurt today, but someday the pain will fade away. Someday I will have better judgement of a person's character, and I will make better friends. Till then, memories will remain...

I had come across this song called " I Miss You a Little" by John Michael Montgomery.. I love the song for the beautiful meaningful lyrics that has touched my heart time and again... nothing expresses my feelings better than this one. Attached is the lyrics if you want to sing along.. hope you enjoy it! :)




Sometimes a song can touch a nerve
That takes me back to you
When I pick up my old guitar
And I play your favorite tune

Every now and then, some little thing
I've buried comes bubblin' up
And once in a while, you feel close enough to touch

I miss you a little since you've been gone
A few little memories keep hangin' on
I miss you a little, I guess you could say
A little too much, a little too often
A little more every day

When I go by our old house
I pretend that you're still there
Waitin' for me on the porch
But there's just an empty chair

Wish I could see you just one more time
Before I drive away
So I could stop and go inside, and say

I miss you a little since you've been gone
A few little memories keep hangin' on
I miss you a little, I guess you could say
A little too much, a little too often

A little more every day
A little too much, a little too often
A little more every day

3 comments:

RiĆ  said...

The lyrics are beautiful indeed. It happens all the time...that's the reason why I don't rely on anybody, anymore...and that's why I do not have a best friend and I don't feel like having one too!

Indrajit said...

you have always been an amwazing writer.... i havent bloggd for long. so playing a catch up game to some of the blogs i used to read.


I hope u remmbr me, atlst fmr my blog.. as u seldom, too did commnt. n read. :)

Can compltly relate to the thoughts hre. anyway tc. :)

Ashwini Dodani said...

So meaningful and so true! I think on the same lines as well! :)